Rewind : 2015

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But every year since I’ve opened my own wordpress, I’m going to write a

REWIND : 2015

Let’s to be honest for a while. 2k15 isn’t an easy year for me. Mentally and emotionally. And I can’t even remember what’s going on during January to June. Been twice since this year. But through every photo I’ll try to remember what I’ve done a whole year.

January : Ordinary One
I don’t think there’s something that’s really fun to do but I still remember that January is a month that’s consist of rain and flood . Yea. Happens everytime . But We can’t blame anyone. Since a long time ago, Jakarta has been flooded . To Be Exact, the reason why Gomati River was built because of the flood. Alright, everything seems fine ! I was a 11th Grader at Senior High School . I also went to Summarecon Mall Serpong on the early of January. We went lunch Sate Khas Senayan And there’s the celebration for School’s celebration. Yeah, it’s a bit late but still okay though. January 17th is a nightmare. I was participated in a school band. It didn’t turn out like what me and my friends have planned. But the leader which is the guitarist talked bad behind me. He accused me of singing a wrong note and out of tune. But he’s never said it to me. SINCE THAT DAY , I DON’T WANT TO SING ANYMORE. I was upset and did nothing since I didn’t want to make any trouble. But after I’ve graduated, I will not say anything about it. LOL. I believe one day that he have to pay what he has done. Karma exists bro. And I met the one that I hate the most on school. Of course that person didn’t recognise me since I’ve changed a lot. Let sum it all : I don’t really like January. The only good thing I remember is I meet my crush since primary school which is awesome but not sure he still recognised me since I’ve also changed a lot. He didn’t change at all. Just taller than before. Let’s say that I’ve crush on him for 8 years . HAHAHAHA

February : Month Of Love
I also don’t do much on February. I was participated in church community to do a social service on Valentine’s Day which is on February 14th . The event was about free checkup to the dentist and the doctor for the needed one. And then there’s flood and I did a video call with My friends, M and W because We haven’t talked since I’ve moved out from my old school. It was on February 10th. I was having a lunch at Sands Restaurnt – Hongkong Dimsum during Chinese New Year And I watch Foxcatcher . I won the the jacket that I really want

March : A comeback for Concert
So yeah nothing has happened during early until mid March. But during end of March esp.March 27th I went to watch Cinderella which is a new hangout with A,C,S,W. And March 29th I went to watch 2PM concert for free . I got 2 tickets . I got the ticket from KoKas. It’s retweeted event . And I got the bronze left. We had a lot of fun. And omg it’s fun.

April : Hanging Out
One of my bff has birthday so I came to her house and made a cute cake for her. But I also celebrated her 18th birthday with my team too so we sort of made it twice. Been a while . I got my EXO Album . And also the best part is that I won two tickets to watch SS6 Super Junior in Jakarta but unfortunately due some reasons I can’t comeūüė¶ I won it from Ga**s magazine . And after that nothing special .

Alright so WHYSTYLE openes up a pop up store in Jakarta . And I had a time to go there . And I saw Yesung’s little brother which is so handsome and I did a handshake with him. OMG OMG OMG And also I bought a bracelet from them. I like it very much ^^~ And I got excellent award since I can sing Jazz but I feel so so hahaha. But Thank you , Teacher.


So, I met up with my Team . My sister has her 30th Birthday .I was also participated on Talk!Talk!Korea 2015. But I didn’t make it. Also on nearly end of June, I went to Surabaya and had a real amazing trip. I went to Malang to tried the famous ice cream (Toko Oen) which I really like. The texture a little bit rough but I really like it. I also went to Batu Secret Zoo and Eco Green Park which is marvelous ! I also went on a trip to B29. A place which is 2900 M high based on Bromo Mountain and not sea level. OMG In love with the experience. It was full of cloud and luckily It was sunny . Usually there’ll be rain and more. You should went there. It’s called as “Negeri Di Atas Awan” or “City Above The Sky” . From Above you can see 3 mountains. Bromo, Semeru, and I forgot the other one. I am in love. Only one word that I can tell. Captivating. After woke up around 1 PM and comeback around 8 AM , they’re all precious. After that we went back to the hotel to have a breakfast and also went to the next journey. Well, I went to Tanjung Papuma. It’s so enchanting that I’m super duper in love with the Beach. I’m just in love with the beach and the mountain. They’re all in one day. Then after from the beach, I stayed in hotel which actually the next day we’re going to A waterfall. But I don’t know, I guess I’m sort of homesick, so I decided to went back to town. But before I went back to Surabaya, we went to Bee Jay Bakau Resort. My first time to go there to be honest . AND SUPER DUPER IN LOVE. Eventho there’s only mangroves but I love it. We went for late lunch . We’re super satisfied. The seafoods are amazing. And we went back to town. The Last Day we went to Pasar Atom to buy stuffs and more. I’m so happy eventho sometimes there’s some moments that I have arguments with my cousins. But that’s alright. It’s a wrap. My 17th wishlist to travel has been fulfilled a little bit. I also watch Jirayu Kao since I had nothing to do and it’s only 150K . In the middle of July, me and my family went to Bandung . We went to nice villas, and went for dinner at The Valley which is amazing . On July 22th, I went to PIM and bought new shoes for school . On July 23rd, I went to KCC to apply for my Korean Class.I was accepted in the end.And when I went there , that’s my first time using GOJEK. The day I know Joshua is July 29th . Special Day too. That’s all for my June-July. I’m satisfied and happy as well.

August : New Experience
I went to POPCON Asia for the first time and met Seo Woo the writer of Orange Marmalade. I was so happy and fun. My first time went to the event like that. Also I went to Kalbis Institute for a campus visit.. August 30th, I went for my very first Korean Class. I was not the youngest. My first day I sat next to E ssi.

September : Event
On September 9th, I went to Tarakanita I for a seminar event which is attended also by our wife’s governor. I was sat behind her and omg she’s so pretty and smart . On September 23rd , My school had a big event and I’m one of the committee. I also went to watch Maze Runner : The Scorch Trial alone . that’s my September

October : F.U.N
October 7th, I met my friend,W, that has stayed in Jakarta for two weeks. We went to Public Markette. October 8th, I went to Bali- Yogya Trip. Study Tour . I went there and tried to play paraceiling for the first time. IDR 150K for 2 minutes. I know it’s pretty expensive but yeah, YOLO and I don’t want to end up regret things during my old age that I’ve never done crazy and challenging things while I’m young. Yeah, it’s super amazing and I will do it again. Another bucketlist has been fulfilled. Yo, I was 17 and I’m so glad that I’ve accomplished my goals a little bit since I will turn out to be 18 after my study tour . We went to Pandawa Beach which is so recommended. I went to go on Canoe nd it’s only 50K for a boat that can consist 3 people. During tour coming back to the shore from the coral place, my Friend C, his foot got stucked with sea urchin and I went back with 4 people since the other canoe was lost and the one who did it was our Junior, called as MLN(name of the fruit in bahasa). And in the end it’s almost sinking but it’s fun. Yeah . In Jogja, I went to Malioboro which is awesome. I have tried their famous street food and definitely in love with Gudeg Bu Yum also Lumping in front of Hotel Mutiara. Too bad I don’t try Wedang Ronde because I’m too full and Cendol since it’s been closed. My classmates came and did pizza party for my birthday. Thanks.

November : Challenge
So November 7th, I was taking an entry test to one of public speaking school here, I’m taking the international class so I have to take the test. In the morning, I was participated in one of quiz for Eru’s concert. After the test, I opened my ig and I won it. I won it from ATK . Anda Tahu Kpopers. Thank you so much. I was thinking not to come since I’ve really tired after the test . But finally I came since I’m pretty curios. And the best thing is that I got a crush on the usher of the concert. He has blonde hair and asian face. He’s tall. He’s cute anyway. He asked me if I came alone and I nodded. I was wondering why I looked so cold >,< OMG MY MISTAKE. He’s so kind and omg he’s sort of my type. He asked me if I like Eru. I said “yea, I like him a little bit.” And while I watched the concert , he was standing like 2 rows behind me. We met because he asked all the pink tickets holder to join in the festival or purple area. OMG. That Boy. I will never forget him. Wish can meet you on the other concert. and I don’t really feel well to myself. I feel so stressed out, tired,and sort of anti social. Idk why, I just did.

December : End
I was having my 5th term test at school . On December 13th, I had my Korean Test. I was so worried that I can’t answer the interview test but luckily I did it well. We’re also having a farewell party at Bon Chon Chicken. I was also having my report card but I don’t think it’s a great one . I still nothing and need to improve. December 12th, My 1st Path Anniversary. December 15th, Our Class XII IPS 1 won Band as the 2nd winner and also Dance as the 1st winner. About the band, that’s really the last thing I want to do and I won’t do band anymore December 19th, I went to UI and had their christmas celebration.

After all that’s my rewind for 2015 in general. I had a problem for real with my memories these days. But like Ed Sheeran’s song I save every moment on Photograph. so cheesy





Banjir Moment


Band Moment


Me and Santa on School’s Christmas Celebration


New Year’s lunch


I won the jacket .


I won’t the award. It’s a pin and a wafer which is tasty.

That’s sort of random picture from 2015 .




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Well, like every year. . I’ll do a flashback . This year will be in 2014.

I don’t remember much about January-May. Probably because I was in not a good condition. Let’s start!


Well, let’s say that on february I have an audition for SM Entertainment. My number was 6513 and I failed. But that’s alright since I did it with my friend and we’re kind of looking for an experience. It’s just really made me nervous and up to now everytime I see the info about 2015 audition hand will sweat a lot. Haha. And I got my baptism


From this month, I don’t really remember what’s going on , that’s what I’m giving the title of that 3 months, Amnesia. But one thing for sure, Kris filled the lawsuit . And it’s kind of hurt me since I really like him .


yeah, 2014, June 20th .. The worst date ever. I was taking my report by myself and I was failed . I was mad, angry, disappointed to people around me and myself. I was an introvert. I was mad because I’ve tried my best and it’s still not to be considered by everyone(no need to tell who are that guys) I was working really hard. But everytime I heard about my old time, I was angry and don’t care about them. THEN I MOVED OUT FROM THAT SCHOOL


I’ve moved to a new school which totally different from my old school. Well, nothing special , just so so. And on August I went on vacation together with my cousins from Surabaya to Bandung and they came to Jakarta also. We’ve lot of fun there.


Okay, one of the best month ever. After hiatus for almost a year I guess I went to two amazing concerts. On September 6th, I went to THE LOST PLANET INA which mean it is exo’s concert. And I was really happy that I can see Xiumin. Too bad Kris isn’t there but Luhan also still there. Omo.. and Chen ..he’s just amazing and when he sang and do the choreo my lady.. duh I can’t stop my fangirling vibe. So damn happy gahaha. Always remember that day. But the best part was I came to The Color Independent Artist Festival (TCIAF) which held on September 28th . I got the ticket for free which I can take a photo and meet two performers of the festival. I chose Ryan Higa and Joseph Vincent. Omg Joseph Vincent is really kind. The first time I saw him, he hug me and say hi. And Ryan Higa! I LIKE HIM SOO MUCHHH. HE’S ALSO HUG ME SO IT’S LIKE THREE BEARS HUG TOGETHER. HAHA SWEET . And we took photo together. Omg I’m sooo amazingly happy and that moment will never be forgotten. THE BEST MONTH OF MY LIFE.


Turnung 17 this year. I GOT SURPRISE FROM MY OLD FRIEND. EVEN THEY’RE BUSY BUT THEY STILL CAME. .. THANKYOU SO MUCH GUYS~ ILY‚ô° and also to my school friends. Thankyou. I got my KTP(Kartu Tanda Penduduk). It’s like Citizenship Card for Citizen in my county. Yeaayyy ^_^


Been a while guys …

Yap, setelah gue sibuk belajar¬† gak lama nulis karena mengurus satu dan lain hal, akhirnya sekarang sempet lagi buat nulis biarpun Senin ulangan umum . Anyway jadi selama menghilang selama hampir setaun ini.. kemana aja gue? Gue memperbaiki kehidupan . haha. Gak cuma itu doang sekarang gue lagi stress bangets . Dan ini mulai agak berdampak dari gue jadi gampang sensi padahal gue orangnya¬†baik sabar¬† . Yah susah juga, nyokap lagi pergi dan mom , I wish you’re here right now ! I just want you to go home right now . Selama nyokap pergi :



HARI-11: KAMAR GAK DIPEL SELAMA 5 hari jadi semacam cuma disapu trus barang-barang udah bertebaran

HARI-13 : Kaki abis jatuh luka ga gerak terus kamar gue diberantakin sama nci gue plus ponakan. Udah pengen ngamuk berat . Pulang sekolah itu kamar yang bekas plester buat luka masih ada di tempatnya( belom dibersihin sama nci gue) alesannya sih katanya itu semacam “apartemen” gue . Kan ***. Kesel banget lah. Mainan ponakan masih berantakan . Gimana ga naik darah coba. Terus yang bikin rese itu pas tugas banyak dan dia ga mau ngerti .

Sejauh ini baru ada itu , masih ada 17 hari yang harus dilalui gue sendirian. Duh, gue sih berasa udah kayak gak sanggup *lambaikan tangan ke kamera* . CAPEK WOI ! CAPEK ! 

Ga cuma itu, gue merasa belakangan ini lagi kembali menjadi anak cool and kece gitu  Gak deh hahaa maksud gue ansos gitu . Karena tiap gue ngomong sama temen gue , gue sering miss communication dan ada sih yang jawabnya nyolot cuma masih gue diemin aja . Sebenernya bukan apa, cuma kadang gue lebih milih sendiri. Gue sih udah tau mana yang temen mana yang cuma memanfaatkan gue. Yang cuma nanya sama gue cuma soal pelajaran, ada. Ironis sekali haha. Gue sih ga marah cuma gue dikira kamus berjalan kali . Yang kepo juga ada. Yang lebih galak dari gue sama yang nyolot ada. Yang gak hormat sama gue , ada. Yang ngira gue masih bocah, ada. Tapi yang baik ada kok cuma sedikit.. Yah , intinya masih berusaha beradaptasi sama lingkungan baru .. Kenapa lingkungan baru? Liat aja nanti di review 2014 ! Buat gue sih intinya 2014 gak menyenangkan buat gue sejauh ini. Gue merasa susah beradaptasi karena jalan pikirannya kita itu beda-beda. Mungkin kadang emang sih gue kurang mature tapi gue harap orang lain bisa ngerti dan gue harap sih mereka tetep respect dan jawabnya ga nyolot. No hard feelings aja. Kalo ga suka sama sikap gue, enakan langsung diomongin. Ya kan? Gue sih kalo kesel sama orang biasanya cuma diem doang. Gue ga suka diatur-atur kalo cara ngaturnya salah dan menempatkan gue dalam kondisi ga enak.

Seriously, gue cuma mau di sekolah kayak robot aja. Abis sekolah selesai, ngerjain pr, nonton, istirahat . Kayak gitu aja. Ga usah pake acara sosialisasi sama temen ato suka sama orang lain atau sebagainya. Pinginnya gitu . Tapi gak bisa. Jadi yaudahlahya. Jalanin aja. Cuma berharap gue lulus cepet dan langsung kuliah abis itu kerja. Karena gue sama sekali ga kepikiran buat ngobrol sama orang. Kadang kalo ngobrol sama orang ya, omongan orang suka ga disaring pake otaknya..mungkin ga punya saringan di otaknya? Atau kalo kita jatoh, kita bukannya dibantuin malah diketawain atau ditonton-in untung ga sekalian dikacangin . Untung sih . Setelah lo jatuh ada yang ngaku-ngaku mau ngasih bantuan pas cerita ke orang lain padahal realnya dia cuma ngeliatin doang ngasih tangan 1 detik kayak ga niat. So fake !

Intinya adalah hidup tidak akan seindah yang lu harapkan. Jadi manusia udah ga perlu lagi 24 jam full lo harus ramah ato senyum di depan semua orang karena ga semua orang bakal gitu. Jadi apa adanya ajalah, kalo emang ga suka , coba diomongin langsung face to face yang santai tapi bermakna #tsah . Gue sih hidup 17 tahun selama belakangan gue hiatus gue belajar banyak kalo orang kadang itu ego , maksa, ada yang gak peduli-an macem gue ataupun yang emang tega. Hidup gak akan kayak fairy tales yang bakal happy ending. Mulai sekarang rasanya gue ga akan ramah kayak gue SD-SMP yang nyapa setiap orang yang gue kenal kalo mereka lewat. Gue ga akan nyapa karena beberapa dari mereka kayak gak melihat gue . Well, maybe I’m invisible. Ga masalah, selama mereka ga buat masalah sama gue , gue juga selow-selow aja lah .

Tapi ada juga kok temen yang baik . Temen-Temen yang dari sekolah gue yang lama. Kalian itu tidak terlupakan, spesial pake keju karena kalian itu biarpun ga di deket gue tapi masih sering ngobrol biarpun sibuk , haha. Sempet sedih sih pas tau keputusan gue gini juga dan keputusan *ehem* yang juni itu tapi yaudahlah ya.

Anyway no words I can describe to them ! Makasih ya temen-temen gue dari sma yang dulu . Seneng dan bersyukur banget karena punya kalian semua. Seneng karena kalian ga fake dan apa adanya. Kalo ga suka langsung kritik dan kritikannya itu ga ceplas ceplos tapi to the point dengan bahasa yang lebih bermakna dan bisa bikin gue ketawa. Gue seneng kok kita bisa ketawa , ngobrol, curhat bareng. Kangen kalian malah. Makasih juga sebesar-besarnya karena kalian bisa nerima gue apa adanya terutama soal urusan berat badan, kalian ga ada yang permasalahin itu haha. Malah dari dulu ada yang ngajakin food culinary haha tapi waktunya belum pas. LOVE YOU GUYS !


Udah kayaknya segini dulu aja yang mau diceritain. Tangan pegel terus masih ada sih masalahnya cuma itu sepele haha.


Okay, so this year really messy up my life on 2nd term , but this year also be the best year ever. So, actually what happened on the January – December ? It’s gonna be a long long long post..

January : CHILL OUT

I don’t really remember much, but I’ve started my SCJ for Geography (Earth Science also) or Science Club Junior as I’ve met a lot of new friends like Beatrice , Yosua , and others. And also a big disaster has come to Jakarta .. That’s Flood with another name in Bahasa : BANJIRR

February : UH … NOT REALLYYeah , Month of Love . But nothing special though ^^

March : B1A4.. FOR ALL !

YEAH ! B1A4 are coming to town ! So , I’ve gone to the concert with my friend , Margareth. I’ve got the ticket from the quiz on Facebook Page . So, The event was on March 12th, 2013 on Skenoo Hall, Gandaria City at 8pm ! Yalluu ~ At First , I’m not really into them .. But yeah I actually pretty like them . At first , I like Gongchan but my heart has stolen by Baro . You know the rapper guy . I called him baramji . He’s cool . OMG… I can’t finish my review if I keep fangirling on him. Well , I also met amazing friends .. Such as : Kak Bamby , and others. *truthfully I don’t remember all of their name*

Anyway, the boys came out a bit late, around 8.15pm and sang 2 songs before their first talking session. At first it was a mess. I couldn’t stand on the 2nd row because everybody really want to meet them . Yeah, I’m on the 2nd row of Festival A . So, the first row is the closest to the stage then I was behind an admin of a fanbase. The boys tried to asked the fans to give some space so the fans in the front row can have more room to breathe. After dealing with this issue for about 30mins, the management agree to continue the showcase after all fans agree to sit while watching their showcase; the show goes on and the boys performed until 9.30pm. Oh, yeah, Sandeul’s feet also still in recovery progress so that’s why he didn’t really walk a lot, but he’s really fun.

They also have B1A4 cinema in the midst of the showcase, where B1A4 got couple with 5 fans chosen randomly from a fish bowl and pose according to the movie poster.There‚Äô s 1 bomb option. At first, they told her, that this is not her lucky day as she only asked to took pictures of other fans who pose with their B1A4 member partner, but, tricky they are, since in the end the girl who got the bomb is being the luckiest fans as she act as the guest star in their next stage and got sweet treatment from the boys along the performance. *uhhh, I’m envy*

But yeah, I kept screaming , and CNU mostly sang on the part near me . He’s just so tall and amazing .. Huhuhu, I wish Baro can near me too . But I really enjoyed the concert. Keep exciting until today ! Hahaha


Yeah, so April is the month where I’ve started my journey to OSN .. So , this is where I took my OSK for Geography…Yeah .. I know.. It’s a little bit hard.. Made me studied until 2AM… And yeah I made it. My rank was 7th.. So, after that we’ve got some learning point for 2 days on SMAN 54..and moved to PRA-OSP… I still remembered that the true answer of number 99 was Humbolt, but I don’t learn about it before so I’ve answered Benguela… And guess what ?¬†-to be continued-


So, it’s a month that really need a full stamina ! Got another challenge that I’ve passed the pra-OSP ! Hooray… But the biggest thing is that I’ve to study at SMAN 54 again for 2 weeks.. There was a holiday for a day when my school friends on holiday but I’ve to study … Well, there’s a price you’ve to pay if you really make achievements ! That’s cool ~ Yeah, it’s fun to meet a new friends ~ They really welcome us and yeah… I like all of them… They’re nice and kind. Until now, we’ve tweeted a lil bit on twitter . That’s fun ! And yeah… beside I’ve to study on Geo , I’ve to study also on my school after I’ve finished the training on SMAN 54. Tired but fun ! And the sad news is that my favorite Chemistry teacher Mr.Jack has retired . Well, hope I can see you really soon , sir ^^ He made me love chemistry a lot. And Mr. Ari (Math)and Mr.Pati (Religion)also moved out . They’re my fav teachers.


So, after all I didn’t take my 2nd term final test because on 3rd June 2013 I’ve got my OSP and truthfully on 6th June 2013 I went on my vacation while most of the student still on their final test ! Yeaaayyy so happy . We went to Rafting with my church’s friend. Truthfully, it’s fun ! Yeah, eventhough I hope there’s another day to go together ^^ So, yeah, I spent my holiday just so so… And I’ve moved in into my new home… Right beside my old home … Hahaha, funny isn’t it?


Not much about this month, a new term for school.. Another bad scores… But me and my church friends went fishing on an Island.. Yeah, we’ve came out early in the morning…I’ve got a Kerapu fish.. Which finally made me a “pro fisherman” by catch them used a string which I can feel it when they have eaten the bait.


Yeah, on early August about 7th August… Me and my dad, mom, sist , brother , and niece went on Vacation to Bandung. Yeah, we went to Maribaya Village ~ I don’t know .. I just love to go to Bandung because it’s cold, and it’s calm and relaxing. I love the Villa as well. Mom cooked for us, and we went to Floating Market, to the temple. At first, we’re going to Garut after we went to Bandung… but we don’t booked any hotel.. and every hotel in there really fully booked. A little bit upset.. but at least we’ve 3 nights 2 days which all of them are fun, right ? ^^ Yeah, and my friend bought me a chocolate from Malaysia . Thanks, Pal ^^ I haven’t eaten that chocolate because I’m still waiting a moment to upload on my wp ^^


So, this is when I was really on my midterm test … Yeah.. Not that good, and also SMAK 3 WEEK… Nothing to express:/ And yeah on the 1st September.. My civic teacher, Mr. Munawar also retiring from his job.. Huhuhu.. He’s one of the kindest teacher ever ^^


It started out not that good… My report card ( a mid report card) had out ! And yeah .. I’m sucks at Physics and Math. But what’s broken my heart a lot is that My Chemistry score less than 0.6 to make it pass…. THAT’S JUST SOO… ==” I HATE MY SELF for being a DUMB! But yeah , Mom didn’t angry . She said to make some improvement… And she said “Yeah, it’s still on the mid. You know.. there’s more month to go through.. so don’t give up !” .. Mom said that ..I felt like I was really guilty.. I felt like make my parents down.. but yeah, just guess how it’s ended up ! And Happy 1st Anniv on BIG BANG ALIVE CONCERT TOUR IN JAKARTA on Oct 12th ! And my 16th Birthday on Oct16th, I was on my retreat (I don’t know how to write it but anyway it’s a school trip) and my friend ended up gave me a congrats on the retreat. But not all of them. But pretty happy. I felt like my 16th birthday more important to me than 17th or any ages. I just like 16 !


Not much time left about November 2013. It’s quite busy… Until I’ve got two free tickets to watch MAMA 2013 live from Hongkong with a bigscreen from blitz. I got it from my fangirling account. Yeah ! I took a time to realise that I’ve won it and I asked Ruth to watch it because yeah.. our soul of fangirling really lively ! Also there’s INFINITE ! I knew she’s a HUGE FANS OF INFINITE! And that’s cool because they have won awards and their performance OM.. WITH HYUNA… WHAAAATTT.. THAT MADE SEUNGRI EYES AND SMILE SO LIVELY.. ALSO CHANYEOL…. HAHAHA.. THE BEST MOMENT FOR ME WAS EXO WON THE PRESTIGIOUS AWARDS OF ALL . THAT’S ALBUM OF THE YEAR ! GD WAS COOL TOO ! *SORRY ON CAPS BECAUSE I WAS SO HAPPY AND I AM IN HURRY*


So, on early December just got the news that EXO will come back ! And they made it through MIRACLE IN DECEMBER ! AND THE BEST PART IS JUST I’VE PREORDERED THE ALBUM ! AND ALSO I’ve FINISHED MY FINAL TEST FOR THIS TERM ! SO , I’VE A LOT OF TIME TO SPEND. UNFORTUNATELY, MY REPORT CARD IS ON FIRE ! MY MATH AND MY PYSHICS…. ON FIRE… My Chem? yeah, I need 1 POINT TO GO THROUGH… SO, now it’s on the edge of 2013..

December 31st 2013 :

The Last one… I woke up at 3PM okay… 3PM and me and my sis , my bro, mom, and niece went to Supermarket to bought Prawn to make our Dinner New Year Eve ! MY P.O ALBUM HAS ARRIVED BUT I’ve got the KOREAN vers. Actually I want the Korean Vers Until about 6.15 PM we went home. We went to Care*** Sunteer, Giant Sunter, Hypermart MGK… But we couldn’t find the right prawn… OKAY… I BOUGHT TWO COMICS .. and yeah,at the end We’ve eaten well, and now I’m in hurry to write my flashback moment because my family will play a fun games ^^



THIS IS on 06.06.13-07.06.13


18.01.13 – FLOOD


First Morning to went to Bandung




















12.31.13 11 : 02 PM




Yep.. Before it’s turn into end of the year… Today (December 22, 2013) is National Mother’s Day…


For your time to spend with me …

your strength to take care of me and teach me how to be a great person…

For your unconditional love…

For all your kindness and patient to me eventhough I’ll make you sad these days…

For all your bravery to face some of ‘unexpected moments’ on¬† life…

For all your protection when I need a shelter to live on…

For all your advise when I’m down..

For supporting me eventhough these days I feel tired,desperate,stupid..

Words can’t tell how thankful I am having a great Mom like you …


You’re the best Mom I’ve ever had..

Everything you’ve done to this family means the world to me…

I can’t say anything touching..

But after what we’ve been passing through … I’m sure that you’ve sacrificed a lot for all of the family members..

Mom, don’t hear what people say to you.. Words maybe hurt you a lot and it’ll be unhealed wound , but I hope you don’t hear all of them because I know those aren’t true . Thankyou for taking care and protecting me . And I know you for the rest of my life that you’re the strongest mother I’ve ever known. You’re my superhero…

Dear Mom,

I’m sorry if I have any mistakes. I’ll stand by you and I won’t let you down…. I know sometimes my words a little bit annoyed you .. but I hope you can forgive me … Probably I can’t give you anything on this mother’s day… But all I want to say is



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Yak..Waktu di jam kamar gue menunjukkan jam 11:00 PM yang berarti menunjukkan WAKTU INDONESIA BAGIAN GALAU alias TIGA.. Tenang Aja gue gak bakal bikin Kalian ngantuk.. Paling cuma ngeliatin layar komputer sambil matamerem 3/4
Okeh, pertanyaan terbesarnya itu :


Semua berawal dari *muka serius*TKP salah, maksud gue dari pelatihan OSP…. Pertama kali gue masuk ke pelatihan OSP yang pasti excited Abissss lah ya… Tapi jujur gue awalnya gue gak nyangka masuk.. Gue sebagai anak baru yang masih gak tau siapa aja orang-orangnya masih kelihatan cool agak ansos gitu *pengakuan sendiri* karena gue gak akan bawel kalo gue gak terlalu deket.

Pelatihan berjalan cukup menyenangkan biarpun kadang gue bosen. Tapi cara ngajar beda-beda.. Jadi… No Words to say dah… Sampai suatu hari di tanggal 24 May 2013… Tanggal yang menurut gue cukup berkesan.. Soalnya ketemu sama anak-anak dari JakBar sama JakUt. Okeh, jadi berawal dari dua orang yang namanya Aldo sama Verrel. Nah, pertama mereka ngajakin ngobrol si Louise terus gue kepo-kepo yang ramah mulai ikut-ikutan ngobrol. Yah, gue-kan juga mau berbaur, paling enggak supaya pelatihan gak berasa berat, plus gue punya temen. Akhirnya gue dan Louise pindah tempat duduk deket temen-temen baru karena temen gue yang lain gak dateng dan AC-nya cukup buat gue ngantuk. Dan ternyataaaa selama penjelasan gue ketemu seseorang yang kocak Abissss… Yang mirip Galaxy something yang ada di X Factor itu… asli mirip beuts. Namanya Firman. Orangnya baik terus cukup lawak-lah.Intinya mereka salah satu yang menurut gue baik, terus gue ketemu Cynthia pas tes esai 11 nomor


Masih ditanggal yang sama .. Tepatnya istirahat kedua jam makan siang… Siang ituuu cuaca cukup Panas dan makan siang gue udah abis. Gue Lagi ngobrol sama Yosua soal Carbon. sSemua Bermula Dari Carbon. Gue akhirnya gangguin anak Jakarta Timur yang lagi nyantai. Mereka menjawab pertanyaan gue dengan baik dan akhirnya gue ngerti Carbon. SEMUANYA, thanks bangets! Setelah selesai gue balik ke tempat duduk semula. Tiba-tiba gue dikagetkan dengan kehadiran dua orang yang menyapa gue . Namanya Mifta sama Nana. Pertama , gue pikir anak JakTim pada diem gitu… muka anak pinter semua ._. dan kita Ngobrol gak pernah, telpon gak pernah, SMS gak pernah *iklan lewat* tau-tau nyapa.. Gue tentu Sebagai seorang yang ramah #apaini … Salaman trus kenalan biasalahhh…yang buat gue kaget.. Ternyata mereka bawa gue kenalan sama sekampung Jakarta Timur… Jujur kawan-kawan, pertama Kali kenal Kalian.. Gue gak hafal namanya satu-pun… Baru pas kemaren sama hari ini bener-bener hafal. Ternyata asli mereka solid dan Asik-Asik.

Okeh, Judul Dari chapter ke 3 menurut gue lebih ke Arah trailer film HP7 . HAHAHA. Ya udahlah ya, intinya point nya ya hari ini. 31 May 2013. Gue sebut hari ini ‘the most touching day ever’ alias hari paying menyentuh Hari ini hari terakhir Latihan..Kita belajar the tang pariwisata Dan pertanian. Dimulai Dari ISHOMA… Setelah gue makan siang , tiba-tiba Nana dating bareng Mifta di depan pintu manggil gue yang mau jalan ke kantin. “Melliza, nanti mau ikut gak ke Pizza Hut?” Tanya Mifta ke gue. “Iya, ini hari terakhir loh,” Nana melanjuti. Gue memandang Louise, Louise mandang Eklesia, Eklesia mandang Cindy, Cindy mandang gue. Kenapa malah pandang-pandangan? Lanjut sampai gue bilang ke mereka ‘”Gimana mau gak? gue mau ikut, soalnya hari terakhir kenang-kenangan.” Terus mereka-pun setuju. Setelah itu gue ke kantin beli teh Kotak . Itu teh Kotak gede banget. Trus abis Firman selesai beribadah, gue, Dan kawan-kawan ngambil gambar pake Polaroid. Hasilnya… Poni gue gak Ada -_-. Lanjut materi dilanjutkan Dan Akhirnya gue mulai ngobrol sama anak-anak lain. Selesai Kita semua Jalan ke Pizza Hut. Dan setelah sampe Kita Pesen :

  • 1 mix 4fun Vanilla {berakhir dimakan rame-rame}
  • 2 Lipton Pitcher
  • 1 Stuff Crushed Large American Fav
  • 1 Cheesy Bites Large Meat Lovers

Sebelum makan Kita doa, Dan selesai makan, Kita fotooooo , trus pada bayar 20.000. pas suit gue 20.000. HAHAHAH. Terus Ada satu kata-kata Dari Sandy yang buat gue terhuraa terharuuuu .Dia bilang

“Semoga Kita semua bisa masuk Dan kebersamaan Kita gak cuma sampai di sini aja Tapi bisa terus ketemu Lagi, Dan TIM SUPER GEO YEAY! ”

Seriously, rasanya Pengen puter lagu “KEBERSAMAAN INI.. Jangan-lah Cepat Berlalu” Tapi yang di puter lagu nya “ADA BAND-MANUSIA BODOH”

Singkatan cerita, Akhirnya gue buat video saat Lagi bagi-bagi Pizza dan kesan pesan mereka

Diluar Pizza Hut , Kita Akhirnya Satuin tangan Dan bilang


Gue -pun pulang ke rumah….


Cerita gak sampe di sini Aja…

Gue baru inget kalo hari ini gue Pindah rumah …

Jujur gue rada Sedih buat ninggalin rumah yang lama, Lu bisa rasa in gak… Gimana kalo Lu udah Pewe di rumah tau-tau Pindah. pindahnya gak jauh. Cuma Pindah ke sebelah doang, serious an, hahah. Tapi tetep ajalah ya, rumah awal itu yang terbaik . Maap ya kalo gue nulis suka ngaco… Ini efek autoteks Dari smartphone tablet.

Tapi yang utama itu …

F.R.A.N.C.E. & B.U.R.M.A.
Friendships Remain And Never Can End


Between Us, Remember Me Always


Tapi yang paling penting dari semuanya …