Hello guys, It’s been a while since my last post. Been busy and somehow college life become tiresome lately 🙂
But every year since I’ve opened my own wordpress, I’m going to write a


Let’s to be honest for a while. 2k17 is full of surprises and yeah once again, I can’t even remember what’s going on during January to June lol But I’ll try my best to remember !

January : What-A-Month (1)
I went back to Surabaya due Chinese New Year . It’s great and I started to limit my carbs . Well yeah, things has happened in 2016. I just realised that I want to start a healthy lifestyle.

February : Month of 💝

I also don’t do much on February. I don’t get chocolate at all lol 😦

March-April-May: Nothing Special
I can’t remember much. All I know is doing summary every chapter at one of the lecture. Operation Management.

June-July : HOLIDAY
I went to Belitung when holiday came. It’s fun but I got sunburn super bad. The beach is just wow ! So clean and so jaw-dropping. I’ll post as soon as possible. Actually I’m writing with my phone right now since I’m at Malang right now. I took my class enrollment and I can’t believe that I almost got everyclass I really wanted except a class.

August : Re and New Experience
I was taking part as a mentor and part of the staff of my campus’s activity committee. Well, financial management was super hard 😅


October : 20!
October middle+a day, turned a year older. LOOKWHOSGETTINGOLD Anyway My sis gave me surpise. Well, some of my friends gave me surprise and I felt thankful (guys if you read this I really want to say thank you)*feeling young at heart* LOL . I had exams tho on October and thanks to God I exactly got a surprising marks once again. I never thought I’ll going to have a good score. I was thinking about giving up about the hardship on the way of learning. I’m pretty depressed a bit but yeah now I feel like “let the harship come. I’ll try my best. If I feel like I want to give up, remember oppa that never gave up on his dream and he manage to study well while training*cough* ” –

November : Untitled
I was in charged of a seminar event as the head committee. Tbh, tried to take care 35 people is super hard . Also it’s an honor and thanks to God again that I can do it pretty well. Couldn’t be more grateful ! All my doubt that I’ll be failed had gone.

December : What-A-Month (2)
I was having my test during end of November due to early December but yeah man..I have no motivation to do the test. Well, the result was okay. Turned out to be more nightmare a bit since I got like one subject that got less than what I’ve expected. nooooo .MENTALBREAKDOWNPART2 and my financial management turned out to get something than what I’ve expected ! Thanks to God 😆👏👏 But I need to study even harder. I know it’s hard but I’ll do my best . Everyday feels like a bit of pain. Now i’m writing on the bed near the window and typing down what I felt and how my 2017 was going. I went to Banjar (Mandala Giri Villge at Singaparna) as part of mentor on December 15th. On 23:37 there was an eathquake that has a potential to cause tsunami. I was on the train and fell asleep that time. The train got delayed until 7AM. Supposed to arrive at 4.30 AM.After arrived at Banjar , we took a small bus which is called Angkot . After 45 minutes, we arrived and did our job. We guided another 24 kids to their host parents. I was placed too with another mentor which is the same year with me , just called her “H”. We are as team RT4. Our host parents ‘s names are Pak Acu and Ibu Ilah. They had 2 daughters and a cat. A cat named Ones. The Eldest daughter has married and open a small store near the big street of the village. I don’t know her name tho. But the second daughter is in the thrid grade of middle school. Her name is Sintia R. Our host parents work as a labor to cut trees in the wood, and make palm sugar. Sometimes Mrs.Ilah make a creation from a stick known over here as Besek(a thing to put your food or other things). They are so kind. We did fishing and saw the progress of making palm sugar. Tbh, the bathroom was the only problem for me. It’s super traditional but not the ancient level. The water was purified from the rice field . It’s rainy so the water was murky and we need to find another bathroom. We found one but it’s too short for me and too open for public lol . So I need to do squad. I took a bath but the only thing I got was cramp on the feet lol . I don’t really clean my body but hey, at least I was able to shampoo my hair super clean 👏😅😆. And on December 17th, Iknga(mom’s elder sister) left us all from this world. I was still in Ciamis. I was so shocked. She was so kind and love to share to others. On December 18th, I came home at 5:30 AM and booked a ticket to Surabaya as soon as possible . I went to Surabaya at 6:40 AM and after I arrived, I rushed to the funeral hall . The funeral was held at Desa Delta Prayolo at December 21st at 9AM. Iknga, you will be missed. On December 24th, I went to the church to have a celebration for Christmas Eve in Surabaya at 7 a.m . It’s been awhile. Usually I go on Dec 25th. Exciting !! I went to Malang at December 26th with my fam squad. GK,IKD,FF and Mom. Later on December 29th midnight GM, GA, IKL,KSW,CIIN,MX, MomCIIN, CMF. Now i’m writing while watching Indosiar kisah nyata HAHAHAHA at Malang.

After all that’s my 2017 in general. I should say that 2017 is full of surprise and never ending blessing from God.I just want to give my biggest thank you to God. He really worked in His ways and His helps are never too late. Right on the time . I just want to be grateful for everything that happens on my life. Bad or Good or Superb.

Tbh , I’m not sure how I feel about 2018 . But I’ll try my best.There’s a bit of sadness when I’m going to leave 2017. It’s because 2017 has been full of surprise (either in a good or bad way ) year. And finally….


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RE: VIEW 2016

Hello guys, It’s been a while since my last post. Been busy and somehow college life become tiresome lately 🙂
But every year since I’ve opened my own wordpress, I’m going to write a

RE: VIEW 2016

Let’s to be honest for a while. 2k16 is better than I thought since I’m pretty optimist tho about 2k16. And yeah once again, I can’t even remember what’s going on during January to June and the worst part is I lost my memory data on phone since my phone had been error and I had to fixed it and all the data has been removed permanently . NOOOOO… But I’ll try my best to remember tho

January : Ordinary One
HAHAHAHA to be honest all I can remember is a bit of tryouts since that time I was the 3rd grader and nothing special tho I guess. But yeah, who cares. 

February : Month Of Love and Love Struck
I also don’t do much on February. The only thing I could remember is after the practical exams I watched EXO,LUXION in JKT . OHYEAH, DEM BOI, SEHUN NAILED IT! Eventho my bias was Minseok , I couldn’t hide the fact that I was opening my mouth like Jaemin from NCT DREAM (boi, hope you’ll recover soon; he used to open his mouth when he focused on something)when Sehun sang and came near my row . I was wondering who is he and after 10 secs of introduction I just realised he was Sehun (Silly me and Pardon for not recognizing LOL ) And It was on February 27th. He’s tall, gorgeous, had milky skin and I love everything about him . LOL. But still , Chen really captured my heart during the concert and once again he always come into our sections. Like for 2 times I’ve attended EXO’s concert, mostly I’ve always seen Chen super close. Too bad it’s hard for me to see Kai or Minseok 😦 but who cares , I really had a great time tho with them. The way Chanyeol DJ-ing was also super cool ! The concert was fun and unluckily , I lost my data on my phone FUUUUU……2 days after that I had my tryouts lol. Yeah, it’s great and nothing is wrong with my marks. It’s okay tho 🙂

March : A New Beginning 
It’s like almost the time I’ve to be serious since exams was supposed to come super soon on April. But to be honest, I’ve a fact that not even my friends or my fam really know untill I wrote this post. Hope they won’t see this post LOL . I made a fan account dedicated to Joshua of SEVENTEEN. I started to made friends abroad and made edits also meme. It’s fun but I was busy with exams tho. It started out as a small account. It’s only like 10-20 followers . I’m a new comer. But I also can’t remember anything about March. But so far it’s a new move lol 

April : National Exams 
So basically it’s pretty scary during the national exams for economy section but I did okay tho. The result also okay. And moreover, the schedule of the exams actually a week faster than the scheduled by my school. Actually it could be a chance for me to go to Korea on Spring season. The best season I could imagine tho ! But because of the misunderstanding, I ended up at home. OHGREAT. NOWIHAVETOWAITFORANOTHERDAMN4YEARS. I don’t blame anyone tho. Yea , maybe I’ll give it a try on December next year 2k17. I was pretty upset because I missed it but yeah …. k. Let’s just move to May because I feel bad wrote this LOL . I still had a high hope that I’ll go there next year. NEXT YEAR I’LL MAKE SURE I’LL BE THERE *p.s :: this is not a resolution tbh lol. just a determination and a plan*

May : Holiday
Since the exams has been over since early April, I went to mom’s hometown. It’s super cool ! We went to some part of Malang too ! It was a month where Chitato with Indomie flavour was a big thing. I tried it finally in Malang cost 15k IDR. I couldn’t find it in Jakarta LOL.We went to museum angkot which is super cool, then as usual we went to  It’s a pretty great experience and moreover I got my exams’s result. It’s pretty satisfying but still nothing compared to another students from another school. After I came back from my short vacation, I took an entrance exams . I was supposed to take the international class in one of public speaking school but I changed it because of personal reason. BUT MY PASSION IS TO WORK AT DREAMWORKS OR DISNEY. Just make sure I do what I need to do super fast because I’ve a dream to chase LOL. P.S : I don’t hate what I’m doing now , it’s just I feel so so in this field. Never regret anything tho. Well, to be a precious diamond, a special rock must be processed super hard, right? 

I went for graduation of my school and turned out I got a prize lol . It’s a simple but fun ways ! I’m the committee for YearBook and for Graduation. It’s great and so much fun ! Thank you guys ^^. And after that not so long, I went to Penang . I’m pretty excited yeahiveneverwentabroadfor10years eventho I went there not as a tourist or had a vacation. At first I don’t feel comfy at all but now Penang feels like home especially George Town and Macallister Road and a hospital on that road. I was really grateful that I’ve ever gone there . I’ve my business done and the result turned out not well. Mental Breakdown part 1. I was also accepted in the university. Whatever it is , I was pretty scared since it’s going to take me into the whole new level. I also dyed my hair to black again LOL 

August : Re and New Experience
I went to POPCON Asia for the second time and intended to meet Pak Tae Jun the writer of Lookism. I was so happy and fun eventho I just saw him and not be able to have a fansign with him T_T . BUT YEAH HE’S HANDSOME AND HIS SKIN IS SO AMAZING ! I feel failed tho if I stood next to him lol. He’s gorgeous ! I also attended my university for the first time for a introduction and I came to do a flag ceremony on August 17th since I’m a freshman. DUDE I’M IN MY FIRST YEAR OF UNIVERSITY. Welcome to the real world where you met lot of people and none of them are from your previous school! But once again, I just tried to enjoy and finished my duty really soon LOL. AND I CAN’T ATTEND SVT FANMEET HERE. OHMAN WHY. 


October : Gurl.. I can’t explain what I feel LOL 
October middle+a day, turned a year older. LOOKWHOSGETTINGOLD  Anyway my fam kind of spoiled me to Harvest Deli and Sushi Tei since they thought I’m turning 20. PFFTT, thank you so much tho but i’m not that freaking old. *feeling young at heart* LOL And on October 22th, I went to ICE to go to an exhibition.Tbh I thought I had exams tho on October and thanks to God I exactly got a surprising marks. I never thought I’ll going to have a good score. I was thinking about giving up about the hardship on the way of learning. I’m pretty depressed a bit but yeah now I feel like “let the harship come. I’ll try my best. If I feel like I want to give up, remember oppa that never gave up on his dream and he manage to study well while training*cough* ” On October 27th, I went to watched Train to Busan. OMG SO SAD AND SO CHALLENGING. 5 stars out of 5 stars ! Moreover, Gong Yoo Ahjussi is handsome *yeah* and during the movie I felt like I always hold my breathe lol. Too bad the ahjussi died in the end 😦 I hope the movie will have the sequel ! I went to watch Train to Busan with only 10K and I watched it alone on CGV GI since there’s KIFF. *being alone doesn’t mean you’re lonely or jones lol * October 28th, I went to Bandung for a short getaway up to October 30th. It’s super relaxing tho. 

November : Untitled
On November 17th, I went to Bursa Efek Indonesia to do my observation task. It’s pretty cool , I went there with KD and T , and two groups more. But unfortunately only my group could do an interview. It’s an honor and thanks to God again that I can do it pretty well. Couldn’t be more grateful ! All my doubt that I’ll be rejected had gone. 

December : End
I was having my test during end of November due to early December but yeah man.. the test was postponed like to middle December since there’s a demonstration . On Dec 2 , the day I supposed took the test but I got holiday due to demonstration, I watched MAMA 2016 at home. YOLO.  But the test was turned out to be super hard. Thanks once again to Almighty God, I got a great marks. I don’t know what’s coming next. After that I went to Penang again due my business. One of my fam , the one that lives abroad told my parents that I probably just need to finish my business just in town. Like what thee, you don’t feel how I feel. This person and her older sister gave $100 to someone I hate because “someone I hate” made a 2nd place at school. DUDE…NOT FAIR THO. I worked my best and get none.Yeah, I don’t want to be grumpy tho.  Anyway that person and her older sister also older brother lied to me like nothing happened. Nice. I felt like I wanna slap that person in the 1st place. Anyway, the result of my business …
It kind of surprised me that what I expected is turned out to be more nightmare.MENTALBREAKDOWNPART2 I took some of the test and the result is okay. Thanks to God. But to make sure I’m okay , I need to do something to change it. I know it’s hard but I’ll do my best . Everyday feels like a bit of pain. Now i’m sitting here in the desk near the window and typing down what I felt and how my 2016 was going. December 24th, I went to the church to have a celebration for Christmas Eve. It’s been awhile. Usually I go on Dec 25th. Exciting !! I also did k-drama marathon : Scarlet Heart Ryeo-Weightlifting Fairies Kim Bok Joo – Goblin. The cinematohraphy for Goblin is just perfect and once again Gong Yoo ahjussi nailed it. The Quebec view is super fine and even more with the TvN Cinematography. Y’all I might cry with the cinematography. The fashion they gave to the lead actor and lead actress are just perfect with the view, colour, and feelings! Love, Love, Love! I could faint in happiness. The OST for each drama also super cool. Love Crush’s song Beautiful, Lee Hi- My Love, Lee Hi X Epik High- Can You Hear Me, Chanyeol x Punch – Stay With Me, Sam Kim- Who Are You , Hush – Lasse Lindh and more ! 

After all that’s my re:view2016 in general. I should say that 2016 is something new and something that I’ve never expected. I just want to give my biggest thank you to God. He really worked in His way and His help is never too late. Right on the time . I just want to be grateful for everything that happens on my life. Bad or Good or Superb.

Tbh , I’m not sure how I feel about 2k17 . But I’ll try my best.There’s a bit of sadness when I’m going to leave 2016. It’s because 2016 has been my unexpected (in a good way) year. And finally….



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Rewind : 2015

Hello guys, It’s been a while since my last post. Been busy lately 🙂
But every year since I’ve opened my own wordpress, I’m going to write a

REWIND : 2015

Let’s to be honest for a while. 2k15 isn’t an easy year for me. Mentally and emotionally. And I can’t even remember what’s going on during January to June. Been twice since this year. But through every photo I’ll try to remember what I’ve done a whole year.

January : Ordinary One
I don’t think there’s something that’s really fun to do but I still remember that January is a month that’s consist of rain and flood . Yea. Happens everytime . But We can’t blame anyone. Since a long time ago, Jakarta has been flooded . To Be Exact, the reason why Gomati River was built because of the flood. Alright, everything seems fine ! I was a 11th Grader at Senior High School . I also went to Summarecon Mall Serpong on the early of January. We went lunch Sate Khas Senayan And there’s the celebration for School’s celebration. Yeah, it’s a bit late but still okay though. January 17th is a nightmare. I was participated in a school band. It didn’t turn out like what me and my friends have planned. But the leader which is the guitarist talked bad behind me. He accused me of singing a wrong note and out of tune. But he’s never said it to me. SINCE THAT DAY , I DON’T WANT TO SING ANYMORE. I was upset and did nothing since I didn’t want to make any trouble. But after I’ve graduated, I will not say anything about it. LOL. I believe one day that he have to pay what he has done. Karma exists bro. And I met the one that I hate the most on school. Of course that person didn’t recognise me since I’ve changed a lot. Let sum it all : I don’t really like January. The only good thing I remember is I meet my crush since primary school which is awesome but not sure he still recognised me since I’ve also changed a lot. He didn’t change at all. Just taller than before. Let’s say that I’ve crush on him for 8 years . HAHAHAHA

February : Month Of Love
I also don’t do much on February. I was participated in church community to do a social service on Valentine’s Day which is on February 14th . The event was about free checkup to the dentist and the doctor for the needed one. And then there’s flood and I did a video call with My friends, M and W because We haven’t talked since I’ve moved out from my old school. It was on February 10th. I was having a lunch at Sands Restaurnt – Hongkong Dimsum during Chinese New Year And I watch Foxcatcher . I won the the jacket that I really want

March : A comeback for Concert
So yeah nothing has happened during early until mid March. But during end of March esp.March 27th I went to watch Cinderella which is a new hangout with A,C,S,W. And March 29th I went to watch 2PM concert for free . I got 2 tickets . I got the ticket from KoKas. It’s retweeted event . And I got the bronze left. We had a lot of fun. And omg it’s fun.

April : Hanging Out
One of my bff has birthday so I came to her house and made a cute cake for her. But I also celebrated her 18th birthday with my team too so we sort of made it twice. Been a while . I got my EXO Album . And also the best part is that I won two tickets to watch SS6 Super Junior in Jakarta but unfortunately due some reasons I can’t come 😦 I won it from Ga**s magazine . And after that nothing special .

Alright so WHYSTYLE openes up a pop up store in Jakarta . And I had a time to go there . And I saw Yesung’s little brother which is so handsome and I did a handshake with him. OMG OMG OMG And also I bought a bracelet from them. I like it very much ^^~ And I got excellent award since I can sing Jazz but I feel so so hahaha. But Thank you , Teacher.


So, I met up with my Team . My sister has her 30th Birthday .I was also participated on Talk!Talk!Korea 2015. But I didn’t make it. Also on nearly end of June, I went to Surabaya and had a real amazing trip. I went to Malang to tried the famous ice cream (Toko Oen) which I really like. The texture a little bit rough but I really like it. I also went to Batu Secret Zoo and Eco Green Park which is marvelous ! I also went on a trip to B29. A place which is 2900 M high based on Bromo Mountain and not sea level. OMG In love with the experience. It was full of cloud and luckily It was sunny . Usually there’ll be rain and more. You should went there. It’s called as “Negeri Di Atas Awan” or “City Above The Sky” . From Above you can see 3 mountains. Bromo, Semeru, and I forgot the other one. I am in love. Only one word that I can tell. Captivating. After woke up around 1 PM and comeback around 8 AM , they’re all precious. After that we went back to the hotel to have a breakfast and also went to the next journey. Well, I went to Tanjung Papuma. It’s so enchanting that I’m super duper in love with the Beach. I’m just in love with the beach and the mountain. They’re all in one day. Then after from the beach, I stayed in hotel which actually the next day we’re going to A waterfall. But I don’t know, I guess I’m sort of homesick, so I decided to went back to town. But before I went back to Surabaya, we went to Bee Jay Bakau Resort. My first time to go there to be honest . AND SUPER DUPER IN LOVE. Eventho there’s only mangroves but I love it. We went for late lunch . We’re super satisfied. The seafoods are amazing. And we went back to town. The Last Day we went to Pasar Atom to buy stuffs and more. I’m so happy eventho sometimes there’s some moments that I have arguments with my cousins. But that’s alright. It’s a wrap. My 17th wishlist to travel has been fulfilled a little bit. I also watch Jirayu Kao since I had nothing to do and it’s only 150K . In the middle of July, me and my family went to Bandung . We went to nice villas, and went for dinner at The Valley which is amazing . On July 22th, I went to PIM and bought new shoes for school . On July 23rd, I went to KCC to apply for my Korean Class.I was accepted in the end.And when I went there , that’s my first time using GOJEK. The day I know Joshua is July 29th . Special Day too. That’s all for my June-July. I’m satisfied and happy as well.

August : New Experience
I went to POPCON Asia for the first time and met Seo Woo the writer of Orange Marmalade. I was so happy and fun. My first time went to the event like that. Also I went to Kalbis Institute for a campus visit.. August 30th, I went for my very first Korean Class. I was not the youngest. My first day I sat next to E ssi.

September : Event
On September 9th, I went to Tarakanita I for a seminar event which is attended also by our wife’s governor. I was sat behind her and omg she’s so pretty and smart . On September 23rd , My school had a big event and I’m one of the committee. I also went to watch Maze Runner : The Scorch Trial alone . that’s my September

October : F.U.N
October 7th, I met my friend,W, that has stayed in Jakarta for two weeks. We went to Public Markette. October 8th, I went to Bali- Yogya Trip. Study Tour . I went there and tried to play paraceiling for the first time. IDR 150K for 2 minutes. I know it’s pretty expensive but yeah, YOLO and I don’t want to end up regret things during my old age that I’ve never done crazy and challenging things while I’m young. Yeah, it’s super amazing and I will do it again. Another bucketlist has been fulfilled. Yo, I was 17 and I’m so glad that I’ve accomplished my goals a little bit since I will turn out to be 18 after my study tour . We went to Pandawa Beach which is so recommended. I went to go on Canoe nd it’s only 50K for a boat that can consist 3 people. During tour coming back to the shore from the coral place, my Friend C, his foot got stucked with sea urchin and I went back with 4 people since the other canoe was lost and the one who did it was our Junior, called as MLN(name of the fruit in bahasa). And in the end it’s almost sinking but it’s fun. Yeah . In Jogja, I went to Malioboro which is awesome. I have tried their famous street food and definitely in love with Gudeg Bu Yum also Lumping in front of Hotel Mutiara. Too bad I don’t try Wedang Ronde because I’m too full and Cendol since it’s been closed. My classmates came and did pizza party for my birthday. Thanks.

November : Challenge
So November 7th, I was taking an entry test to one of public speaking school here, I’m taking the international class so I have to take the test. In the morning, I was participated in one of quiz for Eru’s concert. After the test, I opened my ig and I won it. I won it from ATK . Anda Tahu Kpopers. Thank you so much. I was thinking not to come since I’ve really tired after the test . But finally I came since I’m pretty curios. And the best thing is that I got a crush on the usher of the concert. He has blonde hair and asian face. He’s tall. He’s cute anyway. He asked me if I came alone and I nodded. I was wondering why I looked so cold >,< OMG MY MISTAKE. He’s so kind and omg he’s sort of my type. He asked me if I like Eru. I said “yea, I like him a little bit.” And while I watched the concert , he was standing like 2 rows behind me. We met because he asked all the pink tickets holder to join in the festival or purple area. OMG. That Boy. I will never forget him. Wish can meet you on the other concert. and I don’t really feel well to myself. I feel so stressed out, tired,and sort of anti social. Idk why, I just did.

December : End
I was having my 5th term test at school . On December 13th, I had my Korean Test. I was so worried that I can’t answer the interview test but luckily I did it well. We’re also having a farewell party at Bon Chon Chicken. I was also having my report card but I don’t think it’s a great one . I still nothing and need to improve. December 12th, My 1st Path Anniversary. December 15th, Our Class XII IPS 1 won Band as the 2nd winner and also Dance as the 1st winner. About the band, that’s really the last thing I want to do and I won’t do band anymore December 19th, I went to UI and had their christmas celebration.

After all that’s my rewind for 2015 in general. I had a problem for real with my memories these days. But like Ed Sheeran’s song I save every moment on Photograph. so cheesy




Banjir Moment


Band Moment


Me and Santa on School’s Christmas Celebration


New Year’s lunch


I won the jacket .


I won’t the award. It’s a pin and a wafer which is tasty.

That’s sort of random picture from 2015 .




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Well, like every year. . I’ll do a flashback . This year will be in 2014.

I don’t remember much about January-May. Probably because I was in not a good condition. Let’s start!


Well, let’s say that on february I have an audition for SM Entertainment. My number was 6513 and I failed. But that’s alright since I did it with my friend and we’re kind of looking for an experience. It’s just really made me nervous and up to now everytime I see the info about 2015 audition ..my hand will sweat a lot. Haha. And I got my baptism


From this month, I don’t really remember what’s going on , that’s what I’m giving the title of that 3 months, Amnesia. But one thing for sure, Kris filled the lawsuit . And it’s kind of hurt me since I really like him .


yeah, 2014, June 20th .. The worst date ever. I was taking my report by myself and I was failed . I was mad, angry, disappointed to people around me and myself. I was an introvert. I was mad because I’ve tried my best and it’s still not to be considered by everyone(no need to tell who are that guys) I was working really hard. But everytime I heard about my old time, I was angry and don’t care about them. THEN I MOVED OUT FROM THAT SCHOOL


I’ve moved to a new school which totally different from my old school. Well, nothing special , just so so. And on August I went on vacation together with my cousins from Surabaya to Bandung and they came to Jakarta also. We’ve lot of fun there.


Okay, one of the best month ever. After hiatus for almost a year I guess I went to two amazing concerts. On September 6th, I went to THE LOST PLANET INA which mean it is exo’s concert. And I was really happy that I can see Xiumin. Too bad Kris isn’t there but Luhan also still there. Omo.. and Chen ..he’s just amazing and when he sang and do the choreo my lady.. duh I can’t stop my fangirling vibe. So damn happy gahaha. Always remember that day. But the best part was I came to The Color Independent Artist Festival (TCIAF) which held on September 28th . I got the ticket for free which I can take a photo and meet two performers of the festival. I chose Ryan Higa and Joseph Vincent. Omg Joseph Vincent is really kind. The first time I saw him, he hug me and say hi. And Ryan Higa! I LIKE HIM SOO MUCHHH. HE’S ALSO HUG ME SO IT’S LIKE THREE BEARS HUG TOGETHER. HAHA SWEET . And we took photo together. Omg I’m sooo amazingly happy and that moment will never be forgotten. THE BEST MONTH OF MY LIFE.


Turnung 17 this year. I GOT SURPRISE FROM MY OLD FRIEND. EVEN THEY’RE BUSY BUT THEY STILL CAME. .. THANKYOU SO MUCH GUYS~ ILY♡ and also to my school friends. Thankyou. I got my KTP(Kartu Tanda Penduduk). It’s like Citizenship Card for Citizen in my county. Yeaayyy ^_^


Been a while guys …

Yap, setelah gue sibuk belajar  gak lama nulis karena mengurus satu dan lain hal, akhirnya sekarang sempet lagi buat nulis biarpun Senin ulangan umum . Anyway jadi selama menghilang selama hampir setaun ini.. kemana aja gue? Gue memperbaiki kehidupan . haha. Gak cuma itu doang sekarang gue lagi stress bangets . Dan ini mulai agak berdampak dari gue jadi gampang sensi padahal gue orangnya baik sabar  . Yah susah juga, nyokap lagi pergi dan mom , I wish you’re here right now ! I just want you to go home right now . Selama nyokap pergi :



HARI-11: KAMAR GAK DIPEL SELAMA 5 hari jadi semacam cuma disapu trus barang-barang udah bertebaran

HARI-13 : Kaki abis jatuh luka ga gerak terus kamar gue diberantakin sama nci gue plus ponakan. Udah pengen ngamuk berat . Pulang sekolah itu kamar yang bekas plester buat luka masih ada di tempatnya( belom dibersihin sama nci gue) alesannya sih katanya itu semacam “apartemen” gue . Kan ***. Kesel banget lah. Mainan ponakan masih berantakan . Gimana ga naik darah coba. Terus yang bikin rese itu pas tugas banyak dan dia ga mau ngerti .

Sejauh ini baru ada itu , masih ada 17 hari yang harus dilalui gue sendirian. Duh, gue sih berasa udah kayak gak sanggup *lambaikan tangan ke kamera* . CAPEK WOI ! CAPEK ! 

Ga cuma itu, gue merasa belakangan ini lagi kembali menjadi anak cool and kece gitu  Gak deh hahaa maksud gue ansos gitu . Karena tiap gue ngomong sama temen gue , gue sering miss communication dan ada sih yang jawabnya nyolot cuma masih gue diemin aja . Sebenernya bukan apa, cuma kadang gue lebih milih sendiri. Gue sih udah tau mana yang temen mana yang cuma memanfaatkan gue. Yang cuma nanya sama gue cuma soal pelajaran, ada. Ironis sekali haha. Gue sih ga marah cuma gue dikira kamus berjalan kali . Yang kepo juga ada. Yang lebih galak dari gue sama yang nyolot ada. Yang gak hormat sama gue , ada. Yang ngira gue masih bocah, ada. Tapi yang baik ada kok cuma sedikit.. Yah , intinya masih berusaha beradaptasi sama lingkungan baru .. Kenapa lingkungan baru? Liat aja nanti di review 2014 ! Buat gue sih intinya 2014 gak menyenangkan buat gue sejauh ini. Gue merasa susah beradaptasi karena jalan pikirannya kita itu beda-beda. Mungkin kadang emang sih gue kurang mature tapi gue harap orang lain bisa ngerti dan gue harap sih mereka tetep respect dan jawabnya ga nyolot. No hard feelings aja. Kalo ga suka sama sikap gue, enakan langsung diomongin. Ya kan? Gue sih kalo kesel sama orang biasanya cuma diem doang. Gue ga suka diatur-atur kalo cara ngaturnya salah dan menempatkan gue dalam kondisi ga enak.

Seriously, gue cuma mau di sekolah kayak robot aja. Abis sekolah selesai, ngerjain pr, nonton, istirahat . Kayak gitu aja. Ga usah pake acara sosialisasi sama temen ato suka sama orang lain atau sebagainya. Pinginnya gitu . Tapi gak bisa. Jadi yaudahlahya. Jalanin aja. Cuma berharap gue lulus cepet dan langsung kuliah abis itu kerja. Karena gue sama sekali ga kepikiran buat ngobrol sama orang. Kadang kalo ngobrol sama orang ya, omongan orang suka ga disaring pake otaknya..mungkin ga punya saringan di otaknya? Atau kalo kita jatoh, kita bukannya dibantuin malah diketawain atau ditonton-in untung ga sekalian dikacangin . Untung sih . Setelah lo jatuh ada yang ngaku-ngaku mau ngasih bantuan pas cerita ke orang lain padahal realnya dia cuma ngeliatin doang ngasih tangan 1 detik kayak ga niat. So fake !

Intinya adalah hidup tidak akan seindah yang lu harapkan. Jadi manusia udah ga perlu lagi 24 jam full lo harus ramah ato senyum di depan semua orang karena ga semua orang bakal gitu. Jadi apa adanya ajalah, kalo emang ga suka , coba diomongin langsung face to face yang santai tapi bermakna #tsah . Gue sih hidup 17 tahun selama belakangan gue hiatus gue belajar banyak kalo orang kadang itu ego , maksa, ada yang gak peduli-an macem gue ataupun yang emang tega. Hidup gak akan kayak fairy tales yang bakal happy ending. Mulai sekarang rasanya gue ga akan ramah kayak gue SD-SMP yang nyapa setiap orang yang gue kenal kalo mereka lewat. Gue ga akan nyapa karena beberapa dari mereka kayak gak melihat gue . Well, maybe I’m invisible. Ga masalah, selama mereka ga buat masalah sama gue , gue juga selow-selow aja lah .

Tapi ada juga kok temen yang baik . Temen-Temen yang dari sekolah gue yang lama. Kalian itu tidak terlupakan, spesial pake keju karena kalian itu biarpun ga di deket gue tapi masih sering ngobrol biarpun sibuk , haha. Sempet sedih sih pas tau keputusan gue gini juga dan keputusan *ehem* yang juni itu tapi yaudahlah ya.

Anyway no words I can describe to them ! Makasih ya temen-temen gue dari sma yang dulu . Seneng dan bersyukur banget karena punya kalian semua. Seneng karena kalian ga fake dan apa adanya. Kalo ga suka langsung kritik dan kritikannya itu ga ceplas ceplos tapi to the point dengan bahasa yang lebih bermakna dan bisa bikin gue ketawa. Gue seneng kok kita bisa ketawa , ngobrol, curhat bareng. Kangen kalian malah. Makasih juga sebesar-besarnya karena kalian bisa nerima gue apa adanya terutama soal urusan berat badan, kalian ga ada yang permasalahin itu haha. Malah dari dulu ada yang ngajakin food culinary haha tapi waktunya belum pas. LOVE YOU GUYS !


Udah kayaknya segini dulu aja yang mau diceritain. Tangan pegel terus masih ada sih masalahnya cuma itu sepele haha.


Okay, so this year really messy up my life on 2nd term , but this year also be the best year ever. So, actually what happened on the January – December ? It’s gonna be a long long long post..

January : CHILL OUT

I don’t really remember much, but I’ve started my SCJ for Geography (Earth Science also) or Science Club Junior as I’ve met a lot of new friends like Beatrice , Yosua , and others. And also a big disaster has come to Jakarta .. That’s Flood with another name in Bahasa : BANJIRR

February : UH … NOT REALLYYeah , Month of Love . But nothing special though ^^

March : B1A4.. FOR ALL !

YEAH ! B1A4 are coming to town ! So , I’ve gone to the concert with my friend , Margareth. I’ve got the ticket from the quiz on Facebook Page . So, The event was on March 12th, 2013 on Skenoo Hall, Gandaria City at 8pm ! Yalluu ~ At First , I’m not really into them .. But yeah I actually pretty like them . At first , I like Gongchan but my heart has stolen by Baro . You know the rapper guy . I called him baramji . He’s cool . OMG… I can’t finish my review if I keep fangirling on him. Well , I also met amazing friends .. Such as : Kak Bamby , and others. *truthfully I don’t remember all of their name*

Anyway, the boys came out a bit late, around 8.15pm and sang 2 songs before their first talking session. At first it was a mess. I couldn’t stand on the 2nd row because everybody really want to meet them . Yeah, I’m on the 2nd row of Festival A . So, the first row is the closest to the stage then I was behind an admin of a fanbase. The boys tried to asked the fans to give some space so the fans in the front row can have more room to breathe. After dealing with this issue for about 30mins, the management agree to continue the showcase after all fans agree to sit while watching their showcase; the show goes on and the boys performed until 9.30pm. Oh, yeah, Sandeul’s feet also still in recovery progress so that’s why he didn’t really walk a lot, but he’s really fun.

They also have B1A4 cinema in the midst of the showcase, where B1A4 got couple with 5 fans chosen randomly from a fish bowl and pose according to the movie poster.There’ s 1 bomb option. At first, they told her, that this is not her lucky day as she only asked to took pictures of other fans who pose with their B1A4 member partner, but, tricky they are, since in the end the girl who got the bomb is being the luckiest fans as she act as the guest star in their next stage and got sweet treatment from the boys along the performance. *uhhh, I’m envy*

But yeah, I kept screaming , and CNU mostly sang on the part near me . He’s just so tall and amazing .. Huhuhu, I wish Baro can near me too . But I really enjoyed the concert. Keep exciting until today ! Hahaha


Yeah, so April is the month where I’ve started my journey to OSN .. So , this is where I took my OSK for Geography…Yeah .. I know.. It’s a little bit hard.. Made me studied until 2AM… And yeah I made it. My rank was 7th.. So, after that we’ve got some learning point for 2 days on SMAN 54..and moved to PRA-OSP… I still remembered that the true answer of number 99 was Humbolt, but I don’t learn about it before so I’ve answered Benguela… And guess what ? -to be continued-


So, it’s a month that really need a full stamina ! Got another challenge that I’ve passed the pra-OSP ! Hooray… But the biggest thing is that I’ve to study at SMAN 54 again for 2 weeks.. There was a holiday for a day when my school friends on holiday but I’ve to study … Well, there’s a price you’ve to pay if you really make achievements ! That’s cool ~ Yeah, it’s fun to meet a new friends ~ They really welcome us and yeah… I like all of them… They’re nice and kind. Until now, we’ve tweeted a lil bit on twitter . That’s fun ! And yeah… beside I’ve to study on Geo , I’ve to study also on my school after I’ve finished the training on SMAN 54. Tired but fun ! And the sad news is that my favorite Chemistry teacher Mr.Jack has retired . Well, hope I can see you really soon , sir ^^ He made me love chemistry a lot. And Mr. Ari (Math)and Mr.Pati (Religion)also moved out . They’re my fav teachers.


So, after all I didn’t take my 2nd term final test because on 3rd June 2013 I’ve got my OSP and truthfully on 6th June 2013 I went on my vacation while most of the student still on their final test ! Yeaaayyy so happy . We went to Rafting with my church’s friend. Truthfully, it’s fun ! Yeah, eventhough I hope there’s another day to go together ^^ So, yeah, I spent my holiday just so so… And I’ve moved in into my new home… Right beside my old home … Hahaha, funny isn’t it?


Not much about this month, a new term for school.. Another bad scores… But me and my church friends went fishing on an Island.. Yeah, we’ve came out early in the morning…I’ve got a Kerapu fish.. Which finally made me a “pro fisherman” by catch them used a string which I can feel it when they have eaten the bait.


Yeah, on early August about 7th August… Me and my dad, mom, sist , brother , and niece went on Vacation to Bandung. Yeah, we went to Maribaya Village ~ I don’t know .. I just love to go to Bandung because it’s cold, and it’s calm and relaxing. I love the Villa as well. Mom cooked for us, and we went to Floating Market, to the temple. At first, we’re going to Garut after we went to Bandung… but we don’t booked any hotel.. and every hotel in there really fully booked. A little bit upset.. but at least we’ve 3 nights 2 days which all of them are fun, right ? ^^ Yeah, and my friend bought me a chocolate from Malaysia . Thanks, Pal ^^ I haven’t eaten that chocolate because I’m still waiting a moment to upload on my wp ^^


So, this is when I was really on my midterm test … Yeah.. Not that good, and also SMAK 3 WEEK… Nothing to express :/ And yeah on the 1st September.. My civic teacher, Mr. Munawar also retiring from his job.. Huhuhu.. He’s one of the kindest teacher ever ^^


It started out not that good… My report card ( a mid report card) had out ! And yeah .. I’m sucks at Physics and Math. But what’s broken my heart a lot is that My Chemistry score less than 0.6 to make it pass…. THAT’S JUST SOO… ==” I HATE MY SELF for being a DUMB! But yeah , Mom didn’t angry . She said to make some improvement… And she said “Yeah, it’s still on the mid. You know.. there’s more month to go through.. so don’t give up !” .. Mom said that ..I felt like I was really guilty.. I felt like make my parents down.. but yeah, just guess how it’s ended up ! And Happy 1st Anniv on BIG BANG ALIVE CONCERT TOUR IN JAKARTA on Oct 12th ! And my 16th Birthday on Oct16th, I was on my retreat (I don’t know how to write it but anyway it’s a school trip) and my friend ended up gave me a congrats on the retreat. But not all of them. But pretty happy. I felt like my 16th birthday more important to me than 17th or any ages. I just like 16 !


Not much time left about November 2013. It’s quite busy… Until I’ve got two free tickets to watch MAMA 2013 live from Hongkong with a bigscreen from blitz. I got it from my fangirling account. Yeah ! I took a time to realise that I’ve won it and I asked Ruth to watch it because yeah.. our soul of fangirling really lively ! Also there’s INFINITE ! I knew she’s a HUGE FANS OF INFINITE! And that’s cool because they have won awards and their performance OM.. WITH HYUNA… WHAAAATTT.. THAT MADE SEUNGRI EYES AND SMILE SO LIVELY.. ALSO CHANYEOL…. HAHAHA.. THE BEST MOMENT FOR ME WAS EXO WON THE PRESTIGIOUS AWARDS OF ALL . THAT’S ALBUM OF THE YEAR ! GD WAS COOL TOO ! *SORRY ON CAPS BECAUSE I WAS SO HAPPY AND I AM IN HURRY*


So, on early December just got the news that EXO will come back ! And they made it through MIRACLE IN DECEMBER ! AND THE BEST PART IS JUST I’VE PREORDERED THE ALBUM ! AND ALSO I’ve FINISHED MY FINAL TEST FOR THIS TERM ! SO , I’VE A LOT OF TIME TO SPEND. UNFORTUNATELY, MY REPORT CARD IS ON FIRE ! MY MATH AND MY PYSHICS…. ON FIRE… My Chem? yeah, I need 1 POINT TO GO THROUGH… SO, now it’s on the edge of 2013..

December 31st 2013 :

The Last one… I woke up at 3PM okay… 3PM and me and my sis , my bro, mom, and niece went to Supermarket to bought Prawn to make our Dinner New Year Eve ! MY P.O ALBUM HAS ARRIVED BUT I’ve got the KOREAN vers. Actually I want the Korean Vers Until about 6.15 PM we went home. We went to Care*** Sunteer, Giant Sunter, Hypermart MGK… But we couldn’t find the right prawn… OKAY… I BOUGHT TWO COMICS .. and yeah,at the end We’ve eaten well, and now I’m in hurry to write my flashback moment because my family will play a fun games ^^



THIS IS on 06.06.13-07.06.13


18.01.13 – FLOOD


First Morning to went to Bandung




















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