Hello guys, It’s been a while since my last post. Been busy and somehow college life become tiresome lately 🙂
But every year since I’ve opened my own wordpress, I’m going to write a
RE: VIEW 2016
Let’s to be honest for a while. 2k16 is better than I thought since I’m pretty optimist tho about 2k16. And yeah once again, I can’t even remember what’s going on during January to June and the worst part is I lost my memory data on phone since my phone had been error and I had to fixed it and all the data has been removed permanently . NOOOOO… But I’ll try my best to remember tho
January : Ordinary One
HAHAHAHA to be honest all I can remember is a bit of tryouts since that time I was the 3rd grader and nothing special tho I guess. But yeah, who cares.
February : Month Of Love and Love Struck
I also don’t do much on February. The only thing I could remember is after the practical exams I watched EXO,LUXION in JKT . OHYEAH, DEM BOI, SEHUN NAILED IT! Eventho my bias was Minseok , I couldn’t hide the fact that I was opening my mouth like Jaemin from NCT DREAM (boi, hope you’ll recover soon; he used to open his mouth when he focused on something)when Sehun sang and came near my row . I was wondering who is he and after 10 secs of introduction I just realised he was Sehun (Silly me and Pardon for not recognizing LOL ) And It was on February 27th. He’s tall, gorgeous, had milky skin and I love everything about him . LOL. But still , Chen really captured my heart during the concert and once again he always come into our sections. Like for 2 times I’ve attended EXO’s concert, mostly I’ve always seen Chen super close. Too bad it’s hard for me to see Kai or Minseok 😦 but who cares , I really had a great time tho with them. The way Chanyeol DJ-ing was also super cool ! The concert was fun and unluckily , I lost my data on my phone FUUUUU……2 days after that I had my tryouts lol. Yeah, it’s great and nothing is wrong with my marks. It’s okay tho 🙂
March : A New Beginning
It’s like almost the time I’ve to be serious since exams was supposed to come super soon on April. But to be honest, I’ve a fact that not even my friends or my fam really know untill I wrote this post.
Hope they won’t see this post LOL . I made a fan account dedicated to Joshua of SEVENTEEN. I started to made friends abroad and made edits also meme. It’s fun but I was busy with exams tho. It started out as a small account. It’s only like 10-20 followers . I’m a new comer. But I also can’t remember anything about March. But so far it’s a new move lol
April : National Exams
So basically it’s pretty scary during the national exams for economy section but I did okay tho. The result also okay. And moreover, the schedule of the exams actually a week faster than the scheduled by my school. Actually it could be a chance for me to go to Korea on Spring season. The best season I could imagine tho ! But because of the misunderstanding, I ended up at home. OHGREAT. NOWIHAVETOWAITFORANOTHERDAMN4YEARS. I don’t blame anyone tho. Yea , maybe I’ll give it a try on December next year 2k17. I was pretty upset because I missed it but yeah …. k. Let’s just move to May because I feel bad wrote this LOL . I still had a high hope that I’ll go there next year. NEXT YEAR I’LL MAKE SURE I’LL BE THERE *p.s :: this is not a resolution tbh lol. just a determination and a plan*
May : Holiday
Since the exams has been over since early April, I went to mom’s hometown. It’s super cool ! We went to some part of Malang too ! It was a month where Chitato with Indomie flavour was a big thing. I tried it finally in Malang cost 15k IDR. I couldn’t find it in Jakarta LOL.We went to museum angkot which is super cool, then as usual we went to It’s a pretty great experience and moreover I got my exams’s result. It’s pretty satisfying but still nothing compared to another students from another school. After I came back from my short vacation, I took an entrance exams . I was supposed to take the international class in one of public speaking school but I changed it because of personal reason. BUT MY PASSION IS TO WORK AT DREAMWORKS OR DISNEY. Just make sure I do what I need to do super fast because I’ve a dream to chase LOL. P.S : I don’t hate what I’m doing now , it’s just I feel so so in this field. Never regret anything tho. Well, to be a precious diamond, a special rock must be processed super hard, right?
June-July : A WHOLE NEW LEVEL
I went for graduation of my school and turned out I got a prize lol . It’s a simple but fun ways ! I’m the committee for YearBook and for Graduation. It’s great and so much fun ! Thank you guys ^^. And after that not so long, I went to Penang . I’m pretty excited
yeahiveneverwentabroadfor10years eventho I went there not as a tourist or had a vacation. At first I don’t feel comfy at all but now Penang feels like home especially George Town and Macallister Road and a hospital on that road. I was really grateful that I’ve ever gone there . I’ve my business done and the result turned out not well. Mental Breakdown part 1. I was also accepted in the university. Whatever it is , I was pretty scared since it’s going to take me into the whole new level. I also dyed my hair to black again LOL
August : Re and New Experience
I went to POPCON Asia for the second time and intended to meet Pak Tae Jun the writer of Lookism. I was so happy and fun eventho I just saw him and not be able to have a fansign with him T_T . BUT YEAH HE’S HANDSOME AND HIS SKIN IS SO AMAZING ! I feel failed tho if I stood next to him lol. He’s gorgeous ! I also attended my university for the first time for a introduction and I came to do a flag ceremony on August 17th since I’m a freshman. DUDE I’M IN MY FIRST YEAR OF UNIVERSITY. Welcome to the real world where you met lot of people and none of them are from your previous school! But once again, I just tried to enjoy and finished my duty really soon LOL. AND I CAN’T ATTEND SVT FANMEET HERE. OHMAN WHY.
September : NOTHING SPECIAL
October : Gurl.. I can’t explain what I feel LOL
October middle+a day, turned a year older.
LOOKWHOSGETTINGOLD Anyway my fam kind of spoiled me to Harvest Deli and Sushi Tei since they thought I’m turning 20. PFFTT, thank you so much tho but i’m not that freaking old. *feeling young at heart* LOL And on October 22th, I went to ICE to go to an exhibition.Tbh I thought I had exams tho on October and thanks to God I exactly got a surprising marks. I never thought I’ll going to have a good score. I was thinking about giving up about the hardship on the way of learning. I’m pretty depressed a bit but yeah now I feel like “let the harship come. I’ll try my best. If I feel like I want to give up, remember oppa that never gave up on his dream and he manage to study well while training*cough* ” On October 27th, I went to watched Train to Busan. OMG SO SAD AND SO CHALLENGING. 5 stars out of 5 stars ! Moreover, Gong Yoo Ahjussi is handsome *yeah* and during the movie I felt like I always hold my breathe lol. Too bad the ahjussi died in the end 😦 I hope the movie will have the sequel ! I went to watch Train to Busan with only 10K and I watched it alone on CGV GI since there’s KIFF. *being alone doesn’t mean you’re lonely or jones lol * October 28th, I went to Bandung for a short getaway up to October 30th. It’s super relaxing tho.
November : Untitled
On November 17th, I went to Bursa Efek Indonesia to do my observation task. It’s pretty cool , I went there with KD and T , and two groups more. But unfortunately only my group could do an interview. It’s an honor and thanks to God again that I can do it pretty well. Couldn’t be more grateful ! All my doubt that I’ll be rejected had gone.
December : End
I was having my test during end of November due to early December but yeah man.. the test was postponed like to middle December since there’s a demonstration . On Dec 2 , the day I supposed took the test but I got holiday due to demonstration, I watched MAMA 2016 at home. YOLO. But the test was turned out to be super hard. Thanks once again to Almighty God, I got a great marks. I don’t know what’s coming next. After that I went to Penang again due my business. One of my fam , the one that lives abroad told my parents that I probably just need to finish my business just in town. Like what thee, you don’t feel how I feel. This person and her older sister gave $100 to someone I hate because “someone I hate” made a 2nd place at school. DUDE…NOT FAIR THO. I worked my best and get none.Yeah, I don’t want to be grumpy tho. Anyway that person and her older sister also older brother lied to me like nothing happened. Nice. I felt like I wanna slap that person in the 1st place. Anyway, the result of my business …It kind of surprised me that what I expected is turned out to be more nightmare.
MENTALBREAKDOWNPART2 I took some of the test and the result is okay. Thanks to God. But to make sure I’m okay , I need to do something to change it. I know it’s hard but I’ll do my best . Everyday feels like a bit of pain. Now i’m sitting here in the desk near the window and typing down what I felt and how my 2016 was going. December 24th, I went to the church to have a celebration for Christmas Eve. It’s been awhile. Usually I go on Dec 25th. Exciting !! I also did k-drama marathon : Scarlet Heart Ryeo-Weightlifting Fairies Kim Bok Joo – Goblin. The cinematohraphy for Goblin is just perfect and once again Gong Yoo ahjussi nailed it. The Quebec view is super fine and even more with the TvN Cinematography. Y’all I might cry with the cinematography. The fashion they gave to the lead actor and lead actress are just perfect with the view, colour, and feelings! Love, Love, Love! I could faint in happiness. The OST for each drama also super cool. Love Crush’s song Beautiful, Lee Hi- My Love, Lee Hi X Epik High- Can You Hear Me, Chanyeol x Punch – Stay With Me, Sam Kim- Who Are You , Hush – Lasse Lindh and more !
After all that’s my re:view2016 in general. I should say that 2016 is something new and something that I’ve never expected. I just want to give my biggest thank you to God. He really worked in His way and His help is never too late. Right on the time . I just want to be grateful for everything that happens on my life. Bad or Good or Superb.
Tbh , I’m not sure how I feel about 2k17 . But I’ll try my best.There’s a bit of sadness when I’m going to leave 2016. It’s because 2016 has been my unexpected (in a good way) year. And finally….
I JUST WANT TO SAY THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE ESPECIALLY GOD *nope, not the boyband* WHO HAS MADE MY YEAR AND MADE IT SPECIAL. LONG WAY TO GO TO ACHIEVE MY REAL GOALS. LOOKING FORWARD NEXT YEAR THANK YOU AND I LOVE YOU .
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